Missing family

My virginia and family are away at a place near Scarborough this week and I so miss them can't wait for them to come home and they have only just gone.

I did this one a few week ago when I thought about eyes and how as human beings we cannot hide what we are thinking because the eyes give it away.

We can see joy, fear , love excitement and a whole heap of emotions  I look back at photos and often think I could see sadness for a long time in pics that were taken after my hubby Paddy died and now I often see pure joy when in the presence of my family because I love them so much .

Off to see Nanny Mcphee  with the grandkids this morning and I am giddier than they are.

This is one of my messy ones I loved this one managed to get paint on everything  all kitchen cupboards and even kitchen floor it was great fun not sure what I want to say other than death is not the end  it is just the beginning.

NO words

Haven't put any words to this one yet, not sure why but I enjoyed this page so much when doing it and Virginia says maybe it does not need any.Time will tell I can come back to it later,sometimes I  need Virginias eye on my work difficult to tell as I seem to get more random the more I do. Not sure whether I am improving or not it is so differant to what I was doing originally .But as Dyan says anything goes .

It is my 17th Wedding anniversary today and amazingly My hubby Shaun had managed to find card and chocolates to put on my pillow before I went to bed, so he was a day early not half a day late like he has been in the past .That was a pleasant surprise and set the tone for the bank holiday weekend.

Energy

Like this one reminds me of when I weighed about seven and a half stones and had discovered Bruce Springsteen still had hubby Father to my three children and needed to reinvent myself .This is how I felt as if I was super women and could tackle anything.It was back in the eighties and money was very tight and we were going through a recession and other half was in and out of work also had to put up with him working away .This proved to be difficult missed him like mad but realised I could cope without him  being there.It was a crappy time in my life but it made me understand I did not need another person I was capable of making decisions and taking control .Maybe it was preparation for the time to come when I would lose him to an early death.Such is life.